sportsfest and whatnot..
last sunday we had our yearly sportsfest in our organization and it was held in Torres High School in Tondo, Manila. and i feel so worn out up until today and i think that's is becasue of lack of exercise.

i also felt worthless that time well not totally but talk about being so thin and being placed to compete in tug-of-war, not knowing how to play volleyball but was forced to learn before the game becasue i was a filler to fill a team of players. because yeah, we lack players there's only 10 of us there.

and having the lowest score in boggle game. aaargh! i'm supposed to be good at it becasue we use to play a lot of text twist here in our office. i was so ashamed of myself. we chould have won.

and i was so irritated becasue i haven't had a nice sleep and our pres keep nagging me to take pictures of "her" from my camera! i mean, it's ok once in awhile but practically asking me everytime and being demanding about it plus me being the owner i should have control of which shots to take and not her!

it's even ok for me not to be in the picture but purposefully her being there and practically putting me out of it? i don't think that's ok anymore. hope she realized that.

and i don't think working my @7# off is enough for people around me. actually, for almost all the people around me. i mean, it's ok that theydon't get to see my efforts or hardships or results or whatever you may call it but here i go again, i'm like trying to make someone take credit for it. i don't think that's fair!

and my mom.. i don't know call me bad daughter but shouldn't she be a good mother first? i'm not saying she's that bad. but i mean, why does some motheres even if they are too weak already they still strive hard to server their children? if my mom is like that i'd be glad to help her or take over. but seeing she' not working? whole new diff. view here.